Story Of Us

There's this girl who sat so meek Seemed tempted to bother me I leaned over and said should I say hello She's asked why if I'd only go I asked how'd you like your greetings to be She said "it's a pleasure to meet me" I asked why so backwards She said so when you leave it won't hurt... I wanted to love her that day But what if she was right and I'd runaway Made me think on adopting someone who'd been so hurt The love and affection I displayed what'll be its worth? She was right, I ran away Because her scars didn't fade I had to deal with her heartbreak Every night her heartache Written letters in her bag I read So much was going thru my head I tried to love, tried and true But this is to my ex-boyfriend, my love isn't enough for you... I didn't know why I ignored you for so long Maybe the act in not noticing you should have prolonged I asked what you wanted & I gave you just that But why my God did you have to come back You saw my weaknesses and carried on Like I was just another broken song What you didn't know was I was different I couldn't mentally handle anymore artificial love I couldn't physically handle any more partial hugs I knew how to use but not when to gain control I knew how to be a 'bad bitch' so I was told You wouldn't know the truth until the table I unfold You didn't know how I really rolled Balancing men was fortè Using them all in different ways You came and ruined the energy Made it like you wanted to be more than a friend to me Or was it me, when emotions get involved I can't see I'm trying to figure out who messed up more .. You or me